I have written this list back in the days when I was still working out of the country and feeling happy and contented with what I had. Months after resigning, I am in this position in my life where I am again questioning my purpose and my contentment in life. I was wondering where it went and why I let it flew away like that. I don't want to think that I made some not quite good decisions in the past few months. I really don't want to blame myself. I believe that everything happened for a reason.
So here I am right now, refreshing the memories and the feelings of happiness and contentment.
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These past few weeks, I've got nothing but full of gratefulness with what is happening in my life right now. So I decided to list down the things that I feel happy about.
I've listed this one out compulsively. So these are the ones that came to my mind right away.
2. Trees/Flowers/Nature
3. Long walk outdoors
4. A cup of hot chocolate
5. A bar of chocolate
6. Movie marathon
7. A good sleep
8. Chirping birds
9. Lechon/Roasted Pork
10. A new book
11. writing my thoughts
12. sunrise/sunset
13. tropical fruits
14. starting a new project
15. a quite morning
16. a smile
17. trying out a new food
18. friends
19. solitude
20. love
See, nothing much to make yourself happy, right? I just wonder why people go for too much when having less is fine.
I have come to a realization that what I feel happy about back then are the things that I seldom have. Now, I almost feel and see it every day. I am now with my family, trees and the flowers are everywhere, birds wake me up in the morning and now, I have time. So, why I am in this state in life that, again, I feel discontentment. Maybe, that's life isn't it? Never ending search for things and what-nots to fill up our never ending cravings of something to give us content and give us peace. We are sure hard to please, aren't we?
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
A bookworm. A cinephile. Potterhead and a Demigod. Hoarder and an overthinker. In love with love and life. Introvert and an Anxiety sufferer.
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