To That Someone Who Constantly Tells Me That One Day I Am Going to Hang Myself

January 14, 2018 Add Comment Edit

Dear,

Twice this day you’ve asked me “When are you going to hang yourself?” Because you are sure that one day I am going to do it.

I don’t know where to start. I don’t know how to deal with this any longer. This isn’t the first time you’ve told me about this. This isn’t the first time you’ve told me that I am going to kill myself one day. I have lost count but today was probably the worth remembering.

This abuse I am receiving from you is something that I don’t get. What have I done to deserve this? What have I done for you to constantly tell this to me? I don’t f*cking need this. Instead of asking me what’s happening to me and instead of just letting me be, you f*cking pushes me to my limit.

I guess, one day, if I do it (because you are so sure I will), I will make sure you will carry the conscience. I will make sure of that. I hope it will f*cking eat your insides. I hope you will bear the blame to it. I hope it won’t let you sleep at night. And don’t worry I will let everybody know that you are the one who pushed me, that you are the one who gave me the go signal.

F*ck you for letting me feel this way.

I don’t deserve this.

You do.

Sincerely,
Anonymous

PS.

If I decide to reveal who this is? I don’t care if you deny it. Because in this world we are living in, I will make sure at least one knows.